@lebloz: the last time i had a similar problem... and I could only sleep with sleeping pills...
And I have a lot of stress at the moment... I have to apply... But I'm too late normally -.- ...
And I made a big mistake ...
And I think I know why you can't sleep... is it because of your sig?
yeah .. its because of my sig .. yesterday was her burial .. and it was very hard for me . i cant believe that shes gone .. forever ...
she made suicid .. and that makes everything harder than it would be normally .. when i saw her brother & her mother crying .. i wished that i have to go to the same place that she gone .. ):
I always thought about the death... but if I hear something like
that I could cry... I mean... if a grandmother die ... it's quite a
little bit normally... but... someone who is not old... it's... it's a
horrible imaging!
its the hardest thing that ever happened to me .. i still love her .. she was my "seelenverwandte" and i dont know .. she was 16 years old .. and she her life was hard but i was always there for her and she always for me ... it feels like a big piece of me is missing .. its so hard to believe that i never gonna see her again, and never gonna talk with her again ...
i miss her so much .. in the night im crying and i cant concentrate .. that sucks .. i wanna be with her .. and not WITHOUT her )=
mmh... you're right... but... I believe i couldn't do it...
One question: what would you do if 2 friends of you... are working on a forum ...
with anyone others.... but they say that you're an important person... and they don't
want that you go... but if you stay... they don't write with you... -.- would you go?
ähm i would talk with them and tell them that if thay dont write with me i'll go .. and than i would try it .. and when they even dont write me .. i would go .....